over used

I gave you

everything happened at

once apart now

alone I can't

stay far

away to every

end this

now you must

go.

The Sandman's Toast

I drink to those out living;
a skotch to those afraid
a gin to those too lonely
for those who fight to stay awake

They are saved a little while
but someday they must sleep.
Safe only are the ones like me
who sleep but never dream.

november fourteenth

lucy

jean

anderson

everything about that name is perfect.

blah?

I am a big fat baby. When I'm busy, I feel sorry for myself because I don't have time to do anything I want. When I have nothing to do I complain because I'm bored. It's probably because whenever I have time, I waste it. I've been aware of this situation for a while but I can't quite seem to get out of it. Honestly, though, I get quite a lot done. It's really really okay. I don't know what I'm talking about. I'm probably just grumpy right now. I'm going to get a glass of water... and maybe actually go to bed. Why am I even posting this?

whatevs.

I never get to bed on time :/

Okay, five minutes before I have to start reading my scriptures or I can't get to bed by nine. Life rules. I realize how incredibly moody I seem but it doesn't count because of two things: 1) I'm a teenager. 2) I haven't posted in fivedeebajillion days.

I'm so freaking excited to be starting school. I'm registered for English 1010, Math 1000, and Art 1210.
Waking up for seminary every morning is indeed exhausting and difficult. It is especially difficult considering how cold it is in the mornings. I think I can learn to love it though.
I have Christmas lights up in my room and they make me outrageously happy.
That is my current status. I've no idea how long it will last.