Showing posts with label understanding. Show all posts
Showing posts with label understanding. Show all posts

Friday, May 29, 2009

Excited to be excited

My life has been drowsy lately and it was really hard to get excited about anything. I don't know what was wrong with me. I just never got around to doing any of the things I wanted to do, and I was stuck. Fortunately I've sort of broken out of that and I'm excited again. The only problem is that these things are always temporary. I think I just need a titch of consistency and that should do it. I need a steady amount of enthusiasm so I don't wear myself out a quarter of the way through the race.

Every time I begin to wonder about ethics, or spiritual truths my mind goes to one in particular. I first am excited about my current understanding of the topic in mind and then I remember how young I am. How much more I will understand when I grow older. Then I get very happy and my desire to learn increases. It's a very exciting thing to know that you will get smarter, and everything will make even more sense to you than it does now.

I'm thinking of a photography blog. I want to have a post for each picture and write something that relates to it. So I guess it's not just a photography blog. Just a picture and the thoughts that spark from it. My only worry is that I'll blow it off and won't post. Any thoughts?