Sunday Secret: a reccuring thought

Every night as I ponder my day and drift into sleep I have this thought;

God loves the heck out of me.

A real bosom buddy.

Eh, things are mediocre most of the time. I'm generally pretty happy with my individual days but there's always some underlying feeling of solitude. It's whatever I suppose, but I'm always wishing I had a best friend like Tiger in Fievel Goes West, or like Diane. I need a bosom buddy.
I think someday I'll find it. I don't think they're here, in Calvert County, to be honest. I don't know where they are but I want to know them real bad.

The Empty Shell of an Abandoned Blog :[

My blog is sad. I haven't posted since I knew what I was talking about. I don't see why I let it stop me.Real bloggers never do.
I keep trying to write me a good post but I fail miserably every time. I heard something in church a few weeks ago and I can't really remember how it came up but my teacher said "Whenever you get confused as to why or how you keep the commandments, just go back to the basics." So, that's what I'll do. But, you know, with a blog. So for now I'll just write about my day. Sound good? I thought so.

Today I did notgo back to sleep. Which is good, by the way. Whenever I do I can't get myself back up and I sleep 'till ten which actually is quite unpleasant. I was about to when Ezra told Avrom his chore for the day and Avrom wouldn't believe him. A tad ridiculous but we worked through it. Then I ate some candy. That was a happy moment. I did my makeup and looked pretty awesome today(even though I didn't go anywhere.)Eww, I actually need new makeup. Mines old a gross. Unfortunately I can't buy anything with the money my parents owe me because they don't have the money that the mysterious people in Michigan owe them. So, I get by with hardly ever attempting my makeup and wearing someone else's hoodie.
I practiced piano, watched the boys play video games, ate a lot of pizza, froze my (enter frozen appendage here)off, and blew my nose all day. It was a pretty good day.

Excited to be excited

My life has been drowsy lately and it was really hard to get excited about anything. I don't know what was wrong with me. I just never got around to doing any of the things I wanted to do, and I was stuck. Fortunately I've sort of broken out of that and I'm excited again. The only problem is that these things are always temporary. I think I just need a titch of consistency and that should do it. I need a steady amount of enthusiasm so I don't wear myself out a quarter of the way through the race.

Every time I begin to wonder about ethics, or spiritual truths my mind goes to one in particular. I first am excited about my current understanding of the topic in mind and then I remember how young I am. How much more I will understand when I grow older. Then I get very happy and my desire to learn increases. It's a very exciting thing to know that you will get smarter, and everything will make even more sense to you than it does now.

I'm thinking of a photography blog. I want to have a post for each picture and write something that relates to it. So I guess it's not just a photography blog. Just a picture and the thoughts that spark from it. My only worry is that I'll blow it off and won't post. Any thoughts?

thinking spot

Find a thinking spot.

It should be somewhere no one thinks to find you, but it doesn't have to be secret(I don't like secrets.)Preferably somewhere you can see great works of God(e.g nature, children.) And you should bring something that can occupy your subconscious brain while your conscious brain gets all the thinking done.

You see, the conscious mind and the subconscious are constantly battling(Maybe it's ADD people. Maybe it's just me.)SC is usually worrying about either bodily functions, the past, or what people think of you(e.g what happened that day, the fact that you're tired) while, if you're on the right track, your conscious brain is focused on the future and learning.

Have something for your SCM to play with. I like to eat Popsicles because it's just the right level of difficulty for it to take all my SCM's attention leaving my CM to roam free. Pooh had a thinking spot and we all know what an intellectual he is. Now, if any of you, dear, readers try this I'd love to hear results. I'm mostly curious if this new theory/ epiphany is exclusive to me. I know this for sure; Thinking spots are marvelous pathways to epiphanies for Elysse. I also know that my ramen is getting cold.