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I am a big fat baby. When I'm busy, I feel sorry for myself because I don't have time to do anything I want. When I have nothing to do I complain because I'm bored. It's probably because whenever I have time, I waste it. I've been aware of this situation for a while but I can't quite seem to get out of it. Honestly, though, I get quite a lot done. It's really really okay. I don't know what I'm talking about. I'm probably just grumpy right now. I'm going to get a glass of water... and maybe actually go to bed. Why am I even posting this?

whatevs.